got me slowly dying. CW: 60.8 kg
GW: 58 kg
UGW: 40 kg

I am now 60 disgusting kilos. That’s 132 lbs.

I need to be 58 / 127 by Sunday.

“If you produce fat cells while you’re a child, you’re going to have to fight against them for the rest of your life.”

Godfuckingdammit that scared me to death.

Someday,

hardcoresoftporn-:

i’ll be perfect too. 

1545) You said I had chubby cheeks that looked like a hamster’s. I know you didn’t mean to insult me. And still, I cried my eyes out.

1498) My whole life consist of numbers. Calories, the number on the scale, measuring, hours that have passed without food, BMI, clothing sizes, etcetera etcetera. This has been going on since I was 12. It took away my whole youth.

15 hours and counting, lost only one fucking lbs so far, but I’ll definitely lose more this week.